June 2009
1 post
moving out blues
In three months’ time, I will be moving out of the place I’ve called home for the past two years. I knew that my stay here is only temporary. I’m surprised at myself for suddenly feeling down over this. I was quietly eating my dinner alone in a nearby restaurant, when I realized that in three months I might not have that many quiet moments to myself.
I’ve always enjoyed...
February 2009
2 posts
it's never enough.
i hate chat.
it feels so artificial.
November 2008
1 post
missing c.
I’m really missing C. I expected to miss her since she’ll be away for more than two weeks. I just didn’t expect to miss her this hard, this early!
I’m taken out of my rhythm. Suddenly I have extra time to do my work and other things. I just can’t find the energy for it. I’m out of sync. And with all the extra work that’s coming in, I don’t have...
October 2008
1 post
am i really ready for this?
I’m a week into my new role and it hasn’t fully sunk in yet. I’m so stressed just thinking about the things i have to do. I need to be on top of things and be more sure of myself. I need to be confident that I can do this. It feels like so many people are counting on me.
Maybe I shouldn’t be too concerned about how other people think. I still worry that I might not be...
September 2008
5 posts
apprehension
I’m a bit apprehensive about the extra workload and new challenges that i’ll face in the coming months. I’m not going to post any details here, let’s just say that i didn’t expect to face these challenges this soon. Well, I can’t do anything about it now, except to face it head on. I know I can do this, I guess I just wish it didn’t have to happen this...
finally well enough
I’m down to my last capsule of amoxicillin for tomorrow, and I’ve been free of that wretched dynatussin capsule for 2 days now. I still have the sniffles but I ascribe this to the cold rainy weather and my sleeping late last night. Nothing too serious to worry about. This is normal for me.
I’m going to sleep before 12MN tonight. I should start taking care of my body more....
on getting sick and exercise
For the past few months, I’ve been regulary getting ill. It seems like every 3 weeks I get hit by the flu or malaise. I think its due to a lack of exercise, late nights, and stress from work. My eating habits are also not the best I know they could be.
I know I should be exercising but I just can’t find time for it. I’m just not that motivated to exercise anymore. I used to go...
mind-numbing comedies
I like comedy films. I especially like the ones that don’t require you to think. I’ve practically watched every movie starring Leslie Nielsen. That includes Naked Gun, Naked Gun 2 1/2, Naked Gun 33 1/3, Dracula: Dead and Loving It, Airplane!, Wrongfully Accused, Spy Hard etc. I even bought a book on his life.
The list goes on: Scary Movie 1-4, Epic Movie, Not Another Teen...
Why am I doing this?
This is not the perfect time to start blogging. My task list for the month is pretty long. The semester’s about to end and I’m loaded with work. I don’t really know why I’m doing this.
On the other hand, why not, right?
I don’t need to blog. I tried it a long time ago and gave it up. I gave up blogging when I felt that I was giving away too much information about...